Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.
- The Carpenters
jack and the bean sprout's hilarious. it's really funny. i was laughing so many times(: ive no idea how the ang mohs and all will understand. there's so much of teochew/hokkien all spoken inside. loads of singaporean stuff thrown in. it's good !
the rest are just gonna be me talking to myself. venting ! /:
okay the thing is, im not pissed at you. it's not you that im pissed and annoyed at. im just irritated at the fact that there's so many times people has gotta choose between you or i. and it sucks all the more when you're the one being chosen. it happens all the time. some of the people i was so close to actually chose you over me. you cant really blame me for feeling this way can you ? i mean, how would you feel. and yes, stop trying to make me feel so much worse but rubbing everything in and throwing them right at my face. lets see what'll happen next year.
and you, stop it. stop it stop it. there's already so much chaos and irritation and you've just gotta make it worse. because you're the one doing it, it hurts even more. i really didnt think you would do it. if you were gonna do that, then i'd rather you not do it at all. it hurts so much lesser.
im so not like her. i cant act as well. when im pissed, im pissed. and i just stone every single time you ask me to explain. so please, no explanations. i'd rather me venting and getting all worked up. i dont like it tho. ive told myself to try, but it so doesnt work out. maybe not for you, but for me. i feel the gap after so long. we've drifted, we so did. dont try to deny it. you wont feel it, trust me. ugh, never mind. dont try giving me anymore crap okay. dont lie to me. i'd rather know the truth than being lied to. and it hurts even more. youre also another one who hurts me double with those words, those actions. i'll just continue trying to put on a happy and cheery front for you. then there wont be any problems. i'll just be bleeding inside.
i'd never fall in love again.
let your heart out.